That Fucking Machine

She mentions fucking machines at least once a week. Each time the subject comes up, I chuckle nervously and fumble for words. It’s not as though V doesn’t know how I feel about them – they’re scary as hell – but I’ve yet to express anything beyond a gut reaction.

Then a few days ago, I asked a question.

“Ummm…Ma’am, does the machine have settings to control depth as well as speed?”

“The more expensive ones do.”

She said nothing else for a few moments, just used the moment to gauge my reaction. Flustered, I changed the subject, but she didn’t push for more. Why should she? I’m her collared boy, and she’ll get what she wants. Simply knowing I’m nervous about the idea satisfies her for the time being. (more…)

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What She Values

That my Dominant values my slutty nature – instead of tolerating or attempting to shame me for it – makes me a very lucky boy!

The politics of polyamory, and how it works (or doesn’t) within the strictures of a D/s relationship is worth a few words. Those are forthcoming. (more…)

Listing the Ways

The BDSM Lifestyle meme machine that is the internet depicts Dommes as actively denying submissives orgasms ‘forever’ and taking great pleasure in ‘locking males up and throwing away the key.’ While this can be dismissed as merely a cartoonish fantasy surrounding mean women, there’s a grain of truth to the depiction, but, personally, I’ve found it to be more untrue than factual. For example, V  rips orgasms out of me quite often.

It’s just that I cum on her terms, not mine. (more…)